My mother died on the forth day of the week (Wednesday), April (forth month) 1994. She died four weeks after her doctor announced she had brain cancer. Three-times-four 444 meaning combination will guide me for the rest of my life.
Since that day, my life became intolerable. My father was sunk in depression and became alcoholic, he lost his job and did nothing but drinking and became violent. A few days after my graduation ceremony, I felt I must stop the abuse of my father and so I left to live with my aunt.
This combination of three-times-four (444), the 444 meaning, will guide me for the rest of my life.
I felt it was the right thing to do, but, strangely, I could barely sleep at night. When I finally managed to sleep, I always had the same dream. In that dream, my mother had three hands with four fingers each. She kept trying to warn about something using her three hands but I just couldn’t understand her. I couldn’t hear what she was saying nor understand her hand gestures.
The first time I woke up after having this dream, I tried to find out what hands with four fingers in a dream meant but I couldn’t find a clear answer.
One morning I finally understood what my mother was trying to tell me in my dream, but it was a bit late. That day started with a loud knock on the door as I heard the familiar shouting and cursing of my raging father. He came to hurt me.
I tried to find out what three hands in a dream meant but I couldn’t find a clear answer.
I panicked and all I could think of was hiding under the bed. It wasn’t a clever decision I know, but I wasn’t able to think clearly at that point. I heard my father’s footsteps coming closer and closer when he entered the bedroom. Rising from the floor I could see that he had a gun. Dreadful, I expected the worse. I was paralyzed. I could not get the words out of my mouth to persuade him from using his gun, and I didn’t have the force to fight him. He raised his gun as he howled at me: “You’ve nowhere to hide now, you worthless piece of #@!”
I could see that he had a gun. Dreadful, I expected the worse.
Let me tell you, I have never seen more crazy, furious eyes than these of my father that day. It was clear to me that the source of his hate comes from a very dark place, I thought he let demons to capture his soul. As he aimed the gun at my head, I began to cry anxiously, “Please, please don’t kill me!”
But he didn’t hear me as if he was possessed by the devil. He didn’t even notice my aunt trying to pull the gun from him. He was much stronger than her, he pushed her aside and she felt down.
As he aimed the gun at my head, I began to cry anxiously, “Please, please don’t kill me!”
I closed my eyes, waiting for my inevitable tragic death.
Time stood still as I suddenly heard the sounds of the trigger – “clush.”
A moment passed, and I was still alive. My heart was beating rapidly and I couldn’t breathe, my body trembled violently. I looked at my father’s face.
I can still remember being aware of a great force pushing against me, like a magnetic field that surrounds me, isolates me from the environment.
Was I surrounded by my mother’s presence? Or maybe it was the presence of a guardian angel?
Was it this force I felt that jammed the gun? I honestly don’t know, but what I can certainly say is that something was there. Something interfered and changed the course of events, and without this force, I wouldn’t be here to tell you this story.
Something was there. Something interfered and changed the course of events.
The gun’s trigger didn’t function, and the bullet never came out of the gun!
When I opened my eyes and gave a last look at my father before he left the room. That day I knew things will never be the same again.
It was the last day I saw my father. I lost contact with him that day and I have no idea what happened to him since. I don’t want to know either.
I finally understood the meaning of my dream. The three hands symbolized the set of numbers 444. It was a way for my mother, my guardian angel, to communicate with me and tell me I am protected. Since then I always, always pay attention to this specific set of numbers 444 to know if my mother is currently present in my environment. And when I see it, I’m filled with unimaginable happiness and optimism.
The three hands symbolized the set of numbers 444. It was a way for my mother, my guardian angel, to communicate with me and tell me I am protected.